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Lyrics
[Verse]
Heart heavy, lungs tight, shadows on my bed
Voices in my skull, screaming things I never said
Pills on the dresser, demons in the mirror
Tears drip slow, poison makes 'em clearer
Numbness creeping, veins full of frost
Counting every breath like a ledger of loss
Razor in the sink, dreams in the drain
Pain feels holy when you're praying through the pain
[Prechorus]
They say the light's at the end, but I’m stuck in the hall
Crawling through the dark, while the ceiling starts to fall
[Chorus]
Drugs make me feel alive, even while they kill me slow
Fire in my veins where the frozen rivers flow
Can’t escape the high, can't survive the low
Drugs make me feel alive, but they bury me below
[Verse 2]
Anxiety a leash, got me gasping for air
Trauma’s a crown, but it’s thorns in my hair
Severed ties to the world, every thread unraveled
OD dreams, my body’s been traveled
Breath of a ghost, soul in the ashtray
Eyes wide open, seeing life the cracked way
Hope’s a mirage, I reach and it bends
Chasing the numb 'til the overdose ends
Details
GeneratedNov 29, 2025
Duration1:48
LanguageEnglish
Style
female vocals with raw, trap-inspired; heavy bass, emotional delivery, rap, dark, sparse piano melody, minimalist
Credits
Prompt byEpicFilter161
ModelAria v5
Prompt
female, rap about trauma sever depression anxiety and ODing and drugs make me feel alive
