Not that much

He’s in my head he’s on my clothes, I’ve been praying it all goes. He hurts my heart but heals my soul , I’ve been praying that it all goes. You sneak out when the lights go off, call me then you call it off. I want to , you want too, but not that much, I’m slipping between the cracks, what is it that I don’t have, I want to, you want it to, but not enough, u call me and I pick up then later regret that stuff , I want to you want it too, but not that much