Let Me RIP

Why does it still bother me

You’re fine with this I can see

I’ll never be that me again

But ones again I picked up the pen

Anger Building up

If you survive it just luck

But fuck

This really got me screwed up

Rhyme rhyme rhyme

Mine mine mine

Shine shine shine

Why why why

Yeah, I’m losing it

Every second every bit

Theres this fire wanting to be lit

Destroy everything to shit

"Why why why, Do I still try?"

"Why why why, Can't I just die?"

I’m screaming at the sky, but it won’t reply,

Drowning in the lies, I just wanna die—

Light me up, watch me burn,

One last turn, no return.

Yeah, I’m losing it,

Yeah, I’m through with this,

Tell me, God, what’s the fix?

Or just let me RIP

Tired eyes, but I can’t sleep,

Haunted by the promises I couldn’t keep.

Heart’s on ice, soul in chains,

Every smile just hides the pain.

I fake it well, they can’t tell,

Living like I’m trapped in hell.

Every breath just feels like theft,

Of a life I never really kept.

Tried to pray, but no one heard,

Tried to scream, but lost the words.

All I wanted was a sign,

Now I’m walking that thin line.

Is there peace past the fear?

Is there silence past the tears?

If I fall, will it end?

Or just start over again?

So I whisper to the night,

Maybe wrong can still feel right.

If I fade, will you miss me?

Or forget me like a dream that’s empty?

The fire’s low, the fight is gone,

But damn, I kept holding on.

Maybe that’s the win, maybe not—

But I gave it all I got.