I’m falling apart and my depression is making me break in so many ways, I have been using drugs to help with this fuckt up pay in my body and it the only thing that is keeping me from falling apart my self, I just want to say I love you mom but I don’t know how to tell you bc it’s so hard to talk to you about my feelings. Mom I get what you are trying to say I know you want me to stop doing drugs but it’s so hard to stop I cry all the time I can’t help it no more but I just want to say that I’m sorry for everything