End

Before, the word “death” seems so terrifying

But now, it feels like Freedom, satisfaction, contentment

The ticking of the clock reminds me of my impending downfall

I could hear my labored breathing

Grasping for air and my suffocating throat

The constricting feeling inside my chest

Is this the end?

My only regret is I could no longer read and watch the ending of my favorite manga and anime

I’m sorry mom

I’m sorry dad