Toxic

Why so toxic when I’m around you, you don’t even want to say hi or goodbye don’t even want to make eye contact some how it’s always my fault I always end up apologizing even when it’s not my fault you said I need to fix myself but what about you, if I died the next morning would you even care would you show up to my funeral. Your so focused on being popular that you don’t even want to try to be my best friend I thought you were my best friend but I was wrong, oh ya that’s another thing why am I always wrong and you always right. You used me to get to the top you made people hate me for what keep all these secrets but some how you manipulate me into thinking that everything is good when it’s not so why so toxic you knew all the trauma I went through and you keep adding more stuff to my plate like the stuff I deal with at home isn’t enough so why so toxic (fade out) toxic toxic toxic that is the word I would use to describe our friendship