GOD..VM

Lately, I been talking to the man upstairs
I been going through a lot, I feel like no one cares
I’m tired fronting like I’m good, I’m tired of putting on airs
I tried to put it in perspective
So tired of keeping it fair……..
Respecting my introspection……
-Started counting my blessings
Reading Julius Caesar…
-Then Pushed towards a progression
-I found myself in the lead
-Now I use my mind as a weapon
I never meant to offend,-or cause pain to those god tested
The truth is within my heart
-Keep the liars outta my section
The snakes inside of the grass……..
All the vultures looking for seconds ……….
I sent a prayer to god…….
-And he told me I need to think more
Obviously, I’m tryna map a way out the detours
Obi-wan——I’m getting more adept with the force
-But the dark side looms over every multiple choice……..
breaking my pockets…..
-tryna fix myself…..
-The struggle within a man, who’s uncomfortable with needing help…..
Ain’t Nobody here to save me-
I gotta do it myself…………
Go!……..!
(Gotta………do it…….myself……………)
God are you with me?
Are you there?
I been calling for a while……
(Are you with me………?)
It’s getting lonely out here…..
I’m running out of control
And My patience is nearing empty…..
Won’t you please just send me a sign?
If it’s cool, I’ll await delivery…..
Here…….
A long time…….

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