[Verse 1]
Feels like the end
Is creeping up
But I can’t even get up from my bed
Man, I hate myself
So I give all of my problems
To some future version of me instead
I’ll put you on the schedule
But I can’t make any promises
I swear I’m always busy
’Cause I got no time management
I’m sorry in advance
If I ruin all your plans
My bad… my bad…
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[Pre-Chorus 1]
Yeah, I got ADHD
Everybody hates me
Yeah, yeah
Wish that I could change
But I’m all out of luck
Forgot what I was gonna say
Can’t remember what I’m running from
I just got out of bed —
Already feelin’ numb
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[Chorus]
I need my medicine
’Cause my heart’s not fine
Baby, I’m the bad guy
In my own storyline
Need my medicine
Let me realign
’Cause the day’s too long
When you’re tangled in my mind
Yeah, I got ADHD
And if everybody hates me, well
I don’t give a fuck
But I’m sorry in advance
If I mess up all your plans
My bad… my bad…
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[Verse 2]
Still a hundred percent chance
That I miss your calls tonight
It’s not that I don’t care
I just get stuck inside my mind
If I’m late to the party
That’s just how my brain decides
I was caught up on my phone
For way too long
Losing track of every line
I’m in the back
And I’m dressin’ all black
Got a heavy heart
And a backpack full of past
Do it for the moments
When I can’t feel shit
Close my eyes, it’s suicide
But I’m still holdin’ on a bit
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[Pre-Chorus 2]
Walls keep speaking
Nightmares creeping
Middle of the night
And my chest stops beating
Baby, don’t shed no tears
I’m still fighting through the fear
Need my medicine
Just to make it through the year
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[Chorus 2 – Bigger]
I need my medicine
’Cause my heart’s not fine
Baby, I’m the villain
But I rewrite the lines
Need my medicine
Let me realign
’Cause the day’s too long
When we’re intertwined
Yeah, I got ADHD
Everybody hates me
Yeah, yeah
But I’m done tryna change —
I’m good enough
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[Bridge – soft, drifting]
Lost in my head
Closed eyes still calling for you
Lay in my bed
Wish I knew what I’m supposed to do
I don’t wanna die yet
But this road gets cold
I’m trying not to starve
In a world that won’t hold
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[Final Chorus – emotional drop]
I need my medicine
And a minute to breathe
Baby, I’m a mess
But you’re tangled in me
Need my medicine
Just to feel aligned
’Cause the day’s too long
When you live inside my mind
Yeah, I got ADHD
So if I fade… don’t take it personally
I’m trying, I swear
Just a little unsteady
But I’m sorry in advance
If I mess up all your plans
My bad…
My bad…
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