Fuck feeling

Late nights, no sleep, heart numb, no healing.

Phone light in the dark but i ain't really feeling.

Too many words that i never said out loud.

Too many thoughts in my head like a crowd.

I been running from the pain, yeah i'm done with the feeling.

Tryna turn my heart cold, i ain't done with the healing.

Said love ain't a game but the score never even.

So tonight i'm like, "fuck feeling".

I been hiding every scar, every thought i'm concealing.

Every promise that you made slowly lost all the meaning.

Used to care way too much, now im barely believing.

So tonight i'm like, "fuck feeling".

I remember nights in the city lights dreaming.

Thought we got forever, now it's barely got a meaning.

Said you'd stay the same but your heart kept leaving.

Now the silence in my room got my mind overthinking.

I was giving you trust, you were breaking the ceiling.

Every lie you told me had my heart slowly freezing.

Now im staring at the stars but they dont got a reason.

Guess the truth hits different when you finally see it.

I been running from the pain, yeah i'm done with the feeling.

Tryna turn my heart cold, i ain't done with the healing.

Said love ain't a game but the score never even.

So tonight i'm like, "fuck feeling".

Yeah.

Too many nights in my feelings, i was lost in the past.

Now i'm riding through the city with my foot on the gas.

Had my heart in your hands, you were breaking it fast.

Now the memories fade like a ghost in the glass.

Said you loved me forever, guess forever don't last.

Now the diamonds on my wrist got me hiding the past.

I was chasing your love, now i'm chasing the cash.

And the pain turn to music every time i rap.

Cold air, dark road, heart barely beating.

Every tear i lost turned to words i was speaking.

Maybe one day i'll find some kind of meaning.

But tonight i'm like, "fuck feeling".

I been running from the past, yeah i'm done with the feeling.

Tryna turn my heart cold, i ain't done with the healing.

Used to care way too much, now im barely believing.

So tonight im like, "fuck feeling".