Tug of war

Tug of war what are we doing this for.. I pray the purpose rises ubove to the surface.. I have to stop this circus .. my trauma from this love has turned my world into a tug of war tug between the heart and mind wondering what is this all this for.. my body is falling apart from the emotions that are coming from my heart from the love I have for you that no matter what I do or how hard I try won’t die.. the pain of what was is the cause .. a tug of war between the heart and mind wondering what are we doing this for.. i pray the purpose rises ubove to the surface..