Sitting in the daylight trying to find a right time maybe just to tell you that I'm sorry didnt wanna do this in the first place finally got me thinking and thinkin and thinkin and thinkin again
for letting you down over and over and over again tried to stop it all over again the night keeps Replaying in my head the night we first met
Never meant to hurt you in the first place maybe this world just isnt a safe place no more
Just so you know I didn't mean to break your heart once more you know what I was just thinking we were born just to say goodbye for one last time
who knew how soon it would be tho when you left alone just to fuckin die alone slammed my face in the door like nobody home screaming out your name like there's no tomorrow just to hear someone say you're all alone No one hears you nobody fears you no more so just go die the fuck alone
Took it to serious took my own life didn't think twice it was repeating repeating repeating again finally doin something great with your life finally not thinkin twice who cares you're just gonna die alone no one cares
there was a monster in my head sayin it's all worth it at the end so just take your last breath and hold on tight never let go see a whole new sight even when it's our last night here on earth I'll miss you more
Notes are sayin brother so sorry I wasn't there to make you proud of me I tried to stay alive for you ill still love you im sorry I'm sorry for leaving all of you behind I'm sorry I'm sorry you had to watch me die maybe once again but this time it's our final goodbye
I'll see you all again in another life
but mother I'm so sorry to you I didn't know how bad It was hurting you once again I didn't mean to make you cry for the last time but this will be my last goodbye
I'll see you all once again always lookin down lookin out
my sister you gotta be brave it's gonna be okay I'm sorry but I can't live this life anymore I didn't mean to leave you all behind
go Chase ur dreams you wanted to make so don't look back dont make my mistakes
I'll still be there for you so this is it it's our last goodbye
Mom Walkin in my room screaming my name sayin the fuck going on saw the notes thinking it's not to late
You shakin and shaking and shaking and shaking me just to try to get me up callin 911 just to say something wrong took me down
Doctors coming out sayin It was just to late for me
mom screaming at god for takin her kid wanted this to be a lie didn't wanna believe this was all just fuckin true
Telling me to wake the fuck up
Never forget my name she never thought I wanted to die always saw me as a happy kid but that surely was a lie
Mom sayin to herself this isnt you but I will always love you
