My heart is already taken elsewhere

That's normally, we were supposed to be together now but last night, you announced to me the death of this elderly woman and you wanted to go to Belgium for her funeral to accompany your friend and neighbor.

But then, I took it very badly and I told you that everything was over between us.

I don't want to wait for you anymore because each time, you postpone our meeting.

And you, this morning, you tell me that you now want to come see me next Friday evening because you don't want to lose me.

I don't know what to think anymore. I feel moved and even lost

Axel came back to talk to me last night.

I think I already have feelings for him.

Too bad he lives so far from me.

I don't dare tell you but I think my heart is already taken elsewhere.

I don't know yet if it's reality or if I'm wrong but one thing is certain, I don't want to spend my time waiting for you behind a phone.

I would really like to know how to read my heart better and know a little more about the future.

I don't like having a double relationship because whoever goes hunting loses his place, it's well known and I am normally an honest and faithful woman.

There you go, I have very confused feelings at the moment. I don't know how to react.

I who loved you so much. But I think you've been playing with me all these months.

I think I even need to detach myself from you two for the moment, to see things more clearly.

Indeed, it's difficult to love two people at the same time.

And I don't think you'd like to hear it.

Open up to a still uncertain future with Axel or continue with you Gérard, in a realistic love or not? This is the big question I ask myself.

I think it's just time that will tell.

In any case, Axel is very nice too. He doesn't deserve me to make him suffer. He has nothing to do with our dilemmas.

I want to stop with you Gérard because I waited too long for you and now I no longer trust you like I used to.

You're telling me a lot of lies I think but unfortunately, I don't have the proof.

I don't want to make anyone suffer from this three-way relationship. I want to isolate myself, I said. I think this is the best solution.

My heart is already taken elsewhere Gérard. Sorry for you but you looked for it.