Lost cause situations
My experience combated the appeal to applaud on occasion
Full of rage, I’m leaking frustration
bleed in continuation
Because he believed the facade
Was worth chasing
Shit I wish I was the facade in this equation
Finding a place to sleep I treat myself to a fake vacation
As long as you’re next to me it’s worth an alteration
Although I know the alternative would have been a graduation
Like glad you can make it
I’m glad that I’m mad that I made it
Sick of the misleads
Im sick of the maltreatment
I’m fucking Sick of the media
Im in need of something more than stress relief
You say I’m an encyclopedia
Cuz I have the answers to everything
Truth is I’ll keep quiet if I didn’t have to explain
If all you know is what is shown then I can’t help it that you feel betrayed
Intrusively thinking like I would’ve gotten away wit it too, but the difference is all my fuck ups
Have acted like they was tattoos
If I had payed more attention I probably could’ve gotten em removed
Too much honesty has killed the vibe of the room
Too much conspiracy and not enough sympathy shouldn’t i be glad that I lost you
Or did you lose me?
Shit, since then I’ve parted ways with my sanity
vivid memories, seeing u getting ready from the reflection of ur vanity
complexion was cocoa butter crème
You saw the other me that no one else could
Convinced me that they should
Growing up I was always misunderstood
It became my look; no one looking at me
Backstabbed and spat at
Acting upon the drama
digging deeper like i wasn’t expecting karma
But oh well it’s nice to see it anyways
The bigger picture somehow looking better in grey
My pallets been faded by the malice created
Its tragic and I hate it but only you and I know how much truth you had
throughout your every statement
I questioned your logic,
but not because it was complicated
Everything you know came from me
Thoughts regurgitated
Now that love for you is nonexistent
Thinking of you is like the quicksand I slipped in