I Wished for

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck my bad luck

Fuck everything

My sky is shattering

All is left is my pain

My Shame

Misery with no gain

Fuck

Fuck

This shit

Im loosing myself

I don't want to sit

I want to fly

Fly with you

Say everything what you didn't know

What you think you know

What I didn't show

What I didn't tell you

Why I didn't call you

Because I couldn't find you

It seems like I was running

Escaping from you

Whan I didn't even mention you

All words that wasn't for you

Giving fals hope for you

But I didn't mention you

You took it for granted

It's my bad you become sad

But if I could call you

I would explain it to you that

That everything I want is to see You

Every morning

Every day

Every minute

So I could stay

Stay with you

I don't care even if you have kids

That don't change anything for me

Because I love you

And this is only for you

Wish you could showe me what family means

Holding hands with happy smile's

Only that matter

See you happier not sad er

Maybe I'm damned

Maybe I'm cursed

But widout you I'm not amused

I feel totally abused

By life

By grief

By my sain pain

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck my bad luck

Fuck everything

My sky is shattering

All is left is my pain

My Shame

Misery with no gain

Fuck

Fuck