[Verse 1]
Got my happy pills in my jacket
in the left side pocket, next to old receipts
Doctor says they balance all my habits
but they just make the colors dance off-beat
Laughing at a joke that I don't get
heart doing cartwheels, brain still a mess
Smiling in the mirror like a preset
crooked little halo on my head, I guess
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Happy pills, spin me round
fake gold glitter on a paper crown
I’m okay, I swear I’m fine
shake that sadness to the back of my mind
Happy pills, up and down
sip that sugar, then I crash to the ground
But I’ll still dance, till I stand still
chasing every high from these happy pills
[Verse 2]
Friends say I'm glowing in the group chat
typing “LOL” with a heavy chest
Coffee and a capsule for the swing back
between the clown suit and the Sunday best
Tap shoes in the dark on my carpet
two-step tears with a painted grin
Every little joke hits like a target
laugh track loud just to drown me in
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[Bridge]
Spinning through the kitchen in my socks
snapping to a rhythm only I can hear
If I take another, will it stop?
or will it just turn up the cheer?
So I line them up like cheap champagne
tiny fireworks for a tired brain
Toast to all the feelings I can't kill
I raise my glass to the happy pill
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