Wanting Happiness

[Verse1]
So many conflicts of the heart
How do I erase this part of me?
Something my younger self always struggled with
But finally broke free

[Pre Chorus]
Living my truth, with a little fear still residing at the back of my mind
Living my life has so much hate from the blind

{Chorus}
I just want happiness like normal people
Instead of feeling like it is wrong
So many people looking from their own steeple
Casting down judgement all my lifelong

[Verse2]
I struggle every day, the dream wedding with all family in attendance
The family functions with my husband
All void and not within reach just dreading

{Chorus}
I just want happiness like normal people
Instead of feeling like it is wrong
So many people looking from their own steeple
Casting down judgement all my lifelong

[Verse3]
I didn’t make a choice, why can’t you understand that?
Who wants to choose a life that is mostly hated
My feelings just falling flat
The golden silence elevated

[Pre Chorus]
Living my truth, with a little fear still residing at the back of my mind
Living my life has so much hate from the blind

{Chorus}
I just want happiness like normal people
Instead of feeling like it is wrong
So many people looking from their own steeple
Casting down judgement all my lifelong

Reflective, yearning pop symphonic style, sad, yearning male vocal