Wanting Happiness

So many conflicts of the heart

How do I erase this part of me?

Something my younger self always struggled with

But finally broke free

Living my truth, with a little fear still residing at the back of my mind

Living my life has so much hate from the blind

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I just want happiness like normal people

Instead of feeling like it is wrong

So many people looking from their own steeple

Casting down judgement all my lifelong

I struggle every day, the dream wedding with all family in attendance

The family functions with my husband

All void and not within reach just dreading

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I just want happiness like normal people

Instead of feeling like it is wrong

So many people looking from their own steeple

Casting down judgement all my lifelong

I didn’t make a choice, why can’t you understand that?

Who wants to choose a life that is mostly hated

My feelings just falling flat

The golden silence elevated

Living my truth, with a little fear still residing at the back of my mind

Living my life has so much hate from the blind

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I just want happiness like normal people

Instead of feeling like it is wrong

So many people looking from their own steeple

Casting down judgement all my lifelong