Wide Awake At 3AM

Verse 1

Clock strikes two, the world’s asleep

But I’m wide awake with ghosts I keep

Every memory plays on repeat

A broken record I can’t delete

The dark feels safer than the day

’Cause light just shows the mess I’ve made

Pre-Chorus

I push them back before they can stay

It’s easier than watching them walk away

Chorus

I don’t sleep, I just break

Lying here with the choices I hate

Every scar a story no one sees

Every “friend” just turns to leave

Out of place in this skin I wear

Tell me, is there someone who’d ever care?

Verse 2

They said they’d stay, but they always go

Left me drowning in what I’ll never show

I build my walls, brick by brick

Protect myself before it sticks

Trust is a wound that never heals

So I hide behind the way I feel

Pre-Chorus

I push them back before they can stay

It’s easier than watching them walk away

Chorus

I don’t sleep, I just break

Lying here with the choices I hate

Every scar a story no one sees

Every “friend” just turns to leave

Out of place in this skin I wear

Tell me, is there someone who’d ever care?

Bridge

Silence screams louder than sound

I’m still here, but I’m breaking down

If the night could take me whole

Maybe I’d finally feel at home

Final Chorus

I don’t sleep, I just break

Drowning in the thoughts I can’t escape

Every scar a story etched in me

Every goodbye still cuts too deep

Out of place in this world I stand

Just waiting for someone to understand

Outro

It’s 3AM, and I’m still awake

Carrying pain that I can’t shake

Lost in a world that don’t feel mine

Counting the hours, one more time