Yeah
I been stuck with a thought in my head
Knowing it might be the truth is what I dread
Keeping myself busy just to drown out the noise
But the voices get loud, tearing down my choices
People close to me say, “It’ll all be okay,”
But my mind tells me don’t believe what they say
Pre-Chorus
I smile in the daylight, breaking inside
Fighting these demons, nowhere to hide
Chorus
Sometimes I just wanna scream, I just wanna cry
Telling myself that I’m just fine, but it’s all a lie
‘Cause I fake it ‘til the sun goes down
Yeah, I fake it ‘til the sun goes down
So I talk to myself when it’s dark, no sound
When it’s dark, no sound
Verse 2
I haven’t been going out, haven’t had fun lately
Might be depression, might be my anxiety
They see me wearing a mask, happiness and smiles
But that feeling they see, I ain’t felt in a while
All I can do is hope someday I’ll feel it again
When I do, maybe then I can try to be sane
Pre-Chorus
I miss who I was, I miss that light
Now I’m just tryna make it through the night
Chorus
Sometimes I just wanna scream, I just wanna cry
Telling myself that I’m just fine, but it’s all a lie
‘Cause I fake it ‘til the sun goes down
Yeah, I fake it ‘til the sun goes down
So I talk to myself when it’s dark, no sound
When it’s dark, no sound
Bridge
I’m missing the person I used to be
The version of me that was finally free
I’m lost in my head, but I’m holding on
Praying this storm won’t last too long
Final Chorus
Sometimes I just wanna scream, I just wanna cry
Telling myself that I’m just fine, but it’s all a lie
‘Cause I fake it ‘til the sun goes down
Yeah, I fake it ‘til the sun goes down
So I talk to myself when it’s dark, no sound
Hoping I find myself somehow
Outro
For now I’m just missing what I once had
Yeah… I’m just missing what I once had