Why do I do this to myself?
It's almost everyday
Someone new
Someone different
So exciting (oooohhhhh)
I've never truly wanted anybody
Just the novelty of would he ever be with me
I don't want a yes, but I hate rejection (are you breaking up with me?!)
It's not right (nooooo)
Think of one for the night, but hate him in real life
I'm the girl they're talking about when they say we're all the same
(All the same)
I always want something that's not mine
Like I'm righteous
We'll be happily married, we'll have three kids
Oh wait, you don't deserve me,
I forget.
I'm too good for all this, I'm a lonely bitch
I'm built for it
I'm not sad, I'm delighted
There's so many different guys
I'm caught up in a fantasy, forget about reality,
I never need a guy just an obsession like the books I read
The movies I watch
Guys on a screen
I'm not upset by it but damn it's exhausting to be such a bitch!
(Aaaaaahhhhhhh)
Wait he's kinda cute...
(Oh, here we go again...)