Blood On My Hands

Blood on my hands, I can’t wash it away (nah)

Voices in my head, they got nothin’ to say (shh)

Lookin’ in the mirror, I don’t know my own face (who that?)

Tryna pray to God, but I’m lost in my ways (Lord…)

Blood on my hands, feel it drip, feel it stain (drip)

Try to run from the past, but it callin’ my name (yeah)

Tell me it’s over, but it don’t ever change (nah)

I ain’t mean to do it, but the trigger got a name (boom)

Woke up with a cold sweat, heart beatin’ fast (fast)

Flashes in my mind, see the body in the grass (woah)

I ain’t wanna do it, but it happened so quick (damn)

One move, one blink, now I’m caught in the mix (fuck!)

Tears on my face, but my soul feel numb (numb)

Devil on my back, sayin’ “What have you done?” (what?)

Told me it was him or me, no choice left (nah)

Now I’m hearin’ sirens, got a hole in my chest (skrrt!)

Mama keep callin’, but I can’t pick up (nah)

If I say what I did, she gon’ break, she gon’ crush (fuck!)

Try to roll up the pain, but the high don’t help (uh)

Got my hands on the Bible, but I lie to myself (damn)

Blood on my hands, I can’t wash it away (nah)

Voices in my head, they got nothin’ to say (shh)

Lookin’ in the mirror, I don’t know my own face (who that?)

Tryna pray to God, but I’m lost in my ways (Lord…)

Blood on my hands, feel it drip, feel it stain (drip)

Try to run from the past, but it callin’ my name (yeah)

Tell me it’s over, but it don’t ever change (nah)

I ain’t mean to do it, but the trigger got a name (boom)

Now the walls feel closer, breathin’ too tight (tight)

Every time I close my eyes, see the flash of the light (boom)

Told bro I got him, but I ain’t think twice (nah)

Now his mama cryin’, and it don’t feel right (damn)

I ain’t built for a cell, I ain’t made for the chains (nah)

But I know what I did, and I gotta take the pain (fuck)

If I run, I’m a ghost, if I stay, I’m a case (case)

Either way, I know I’m just a step from the grave (woah)

I just wanted love, I ain’t wanna see red (nah)

Now the only thing left is regret in my head (fuck)

Judge ‘bout to speak, I don’t know what he’ll say (nah)

But I know damn well that I ain’t seein’ today (gone…)

Blood on my hands, I can’t wash it away (nah)

Voices in my head, they got nothin’ to say (shh)

Lookin’ in the mirror, I don’t know my own face (who that?)

Tryna pray to God, but I’m lost in my ways (Lord…)

Blood on my hands, feel it drip, feel it stain (drip)

Try to run from the past, but it callin’ my name (yeah)

Tell me it’s over, but it don’t ever change (nah)

I ain’t mean to do it, but the trigger got a name (boom)

Now the sun don’t shine, and the rain won’t stop (nah)

Every road I take, lead straight to the cops (fuck)

Try to beg for my soul, but the deal been made (yeah)

Now I’m sittin’ in the dark, just countin’ my days…