Not like this

(Verse 1)

I need a moment away, I need my own space

A minute to think 'cause I can't think straight

These thoughts keep racing, no, they don’t make sense

I wish I could relax, but I’m so tense

Pistol in my hand, it'll end it quick, it'll make a mess

I can’t deal with this anymore, I can’t take the stress

No rope for me; they'd find me and break inside

Maybe 20 Percocets will help me hide

(Pre-Chorus)

140 on the highway, it’s just me and the night

Maybe I’ll hit that oak before the gap, end the fight

I think about this shit nearly every day

But as long as you’re okay, it’s my price to pay

(Chorus)

Lord, please take me home; I don’t want it this way

I don’t think I can stand another fucking day

Take this pain from me, it's too much to see

I don’t want. To. Have. To. Make. Myself. Bleed

(Verse 2)

People think they know my pain, they say, “Find God”

But I talk to Him, and I’m not sure He’s on the job

They say He’s listening, but it’s hard to believe

When every prayer I send comes back to deceive

But I’ll be okay, you know I’ll be fine

Swear if you hear me say it, I’m lying every time

Still, I’ll keep fighting, no matter how long

Even if it feels like I don’t belong

(Chorus)

Lord, please take me home; I don’t want it this way

I don’t think I can stand another fucking day

Take this pain from me, it's too much to see

I don’t want. To. Have. To. Make. Myself. Bleed

(Outro)

Lord, take me home, take this pain away

Don’t let it end like this; don’t let me fade away.