I lost my best friend

Kaitlyn, I wake in the silence, haunted by your name,

Cold coffee on the counter, but nothing warms the flame.

I see the moments break like glass inside my hands,

I lost the life we dreamed of when I failed to be your man.

Pre-Chorus

I shattered the shelter where your heart once could sleep,

Left you with the promises I never learned to keep.

If regret could build a bridge, I’d crawl it on my knees—

Praying for the day your love remembers me.

Chorus

I’m sorry for the wreckage I laid in your chest,

For turning sacred trust into a weight of unrest.

I know I don’t deserve the faith I beg you for,

But if you let me try, I’ll love you louder than before.

Verse 2

You needed the steady, but I brought you the storm,

Every careless word left your spirit torn.

Now your walls are higher, built from scars I made,

And I’m left with the silence where your hand once stayed.

Pre-Chorus (short)

Just give me a chance to prove I’ve learned what love should mean—

Not for a fleeting moment, but for every in-between.

Chorus

I’m sorry for the wreckage I laid in your chest,

For turning sacred trust into a weight of unrest.

I know I don’t deserve the faith I beg you for,

But if you let me try, I’ll love you louder than before.

Bridge (soft, raw)

I don’t ask for mercy as if it’s mine to claim,

I’ll plant my truth in actions, not just words and shame.

No more broken edges, no more running out of sight—

I’ll be the voice that calms your fears in the night.

Breakdown (spoken, close)

Kaitlyn… I was blind, and I was cruel.

But if there’s one thing I know, it’s that my love for you is true.

Final Chorus (full, rising)

I’m sorry for the wreckage I laid in your chest,

For turning sacred trust into a weight of unrest.

I know I don’t deserve the faith I beg you for,

But if you let me try, I’ll love you louder than before.

Outro (bare, whisper)

I’m sorry for everything I’ve done to break you… but I’ll love you forever.