Verse 1
Six-gun anesthesia
A mind dosing itself to kill the pain
Between a blink and a tear
A rusted resolve of steel
Holding on by the breadth of a hair
As the trigger of life misfires again
[Pre-Chorus]
The hammer drops inside my head
One echo like a celebratory clap
The lights fade out to static
As latex hands pull the curtain back
[Chorus]
I’m staring at the shell I’ve become
Hollow eyes with no dignity
A final bow in the spotlight of shame
While the red-and-white siren sings for me
The crowd’s not cheering
It’s just gravel under wheels
Rolling through the gates
Of everything I failed to feel
[Verse 2]
Suicidal nostalgia
Memories dressed like ghosts in Sunday clothes
A lifeline frayed and burning
A selfish storm I tried to hide
But every shadow screamed my name
[Bridge]
And the world keeps turning
While I’m buried under the noise
Every heartbeat, every choice
Another shovel in the ground
[Final Chorus]
I’m staring at the shell I’ve become
Trying to climb out of this gravity
The siren’s song still follows me home
But I’m not ready for the ending scene
No crowd, no cheer
Just a road of broken steel
And a chance to rise
Before the darkness seals the deal