High

I wake up and I’m still dreamin’, got the smoke in my lungs

Tryna keep these demons from screamin’, got no place left to run

I see your face in the ceiling, every time I close my eyes

But all this love that I’m feelin’ just gets lost in the highs

I’m slipping under the weight, of the pills and the flame

Chasing ghosts through the night, and I swear you’re to blame

I hear your laughter in echoes, but it’s fading away

Every breath that I take just leads me astray

I’m high, I’m high, can’t come down,

Just tryna numb the sound,

Of losing you and feeling every cut and every scar

I’m high, I’m high, but I’m drowning,

And all the love I found in

Every little piece of you just makes it worse when you’re gone

I took a ride through the shadows, down a path I can't retrace

The bottle’s empty but it's hollow like the words you used to say

I can’t take a blink without seein’ all the hurt I let grow

And I’d give up every feeling, just to let you know

But I’m stuck under the waves, of this ocean of shame

The smoke wraps around me like a blanket of blame

Your memory’s a drug, but it’s poison in my veins

And I know that I lost you, but I still wear these chains

I’m high, I’m high, can’t come down,

Just tryna numb the sound,

Of losing you and feeling every cut and every scar

I’m high, I’m high, but I’m drowning,

And all the love I found in

Every little piece of you just makes it worse when you’re gone

And I wonder if you’re watchin’ me fall,

From wherever you are,

If I gave up my tomorrows, would it bring me to where you are?

I’m fading into echoes, like the light we lost that day

Every breath is a mistake, every line a choice I hate

I’m high, I’m high, can't feel a thing

But the memories still sting

Of everything we had, now turned to ashes and dust

I’m high, I’m high, and I’m broken,

But I keep on chokin’

On every word you said when you swore we’d never lose trust

I’m high, I’m high, and I’m gone,

Lost somewhere beyond,

This haze that’s keeping me safe from the way I feel alone

I’m high, I’m high, but it’s all a lie,

And every day you’re gone is just another reason why.