What's undesired

I always gamble with fate,

making faded mistakes.

The ground beneath me quakes —

soul wakes, heart breaks.

No face, still chasing a place

that molds and remakes,

yearning for recognition —

Let it begin, it starts within.

You spoke in rain, I spoke in flame,

We burned in rhythm, whispered names.

You feared the fire,

while I desired the same —

Now only ashes remember my claim.

I can take the truth,

I can take the pain,

but not the hush

where your wanting fades.

What’s undesired

is for this not to be desired.

Fire means nothing

If it burns alone.

I can face the fall,

but not the fading —

Your silence feels like home,

But it’s not my home.

If this isn’t what I want,

then what am I fighting for?

The ache isn’t ending —

It’s you not wanting more.

(whispered)

The only thing I can’t bear to lose

Are you wanting this too?

I always gamble with fate,

making faded mistakes.

Each step I take

could scatter earthquakes.

Soul wakes — heart breaks,

no face in this fake place.

Still, I rise,

it all begins within.

I spoke in sparks, you answered rain,

two hearts colliding, drowning in the flame.

You called it danger, I called it desire —

Now I’m the echo that won’t expire.

I can take the truth, I can take the pain,

but not your silence calling my name.

What’s undesired

Is this not to be desired!

A fire means nothing

If it burns alone!

I can face the fall,

but not the fading —

I’ll scream your ghost

’til my voice is gone!

If this isn’t what I want,

then what am I fighting for?

The ache isn’t the ending —

It’s you not wanting more!

What’s undesired

is for this not to be desired —

I can bear the loss,

But not your quiet fire.

(yeah…)

The only thing I can’t bear to lose

Are you wanting this too?