Matthew, With Love & Regret

Oh Matthew, listen to my heart,

I need to let you know, where do I start?

You were my life saver, a hero so true,

With every little thing, I depended on you.

Worked the long hours, paid the bills with grace,

Always had my back, never lost your place.

But I betrayed your trust, didn’t hear the signs,

Thought I could take my chances, crossed those precious lines.

And now I’m sitting here, drowning in regret,

Should’ve listened close, this love I won’t forget.

Oh Matthew, my heart’s aching,

For the love we had, so breathtaking.

I’m sorry for the tears, I’m sorry for the pain,

I never meant to hurt you, I’ll never be the same.

You were right all along, I see it crystal clear,

If I had held on tight, we’d be dancing without fear.

Now I’m just a shadow, of the love we could’ve known,

Wishing every night, that I could atone.

I could have made it right, but I let you down,

I’m lost in the ocean, and you’re the one I drown.

Oh Matthew, my heart’s aching,

For the love we had, so breathtaking.

I’m sorry for the tears, I’m sorry for the pain,

I never meant to hurt you, I’ll never be the same.

You’re a good man, believe me—trust my words,

I never talked bad, just my heart it stirred.

I loved you deeply, it was all in my mind,

But I didn’t see the love that you were trying to find.

Oh Matthew, my heart’s aching,

For the love we had, so breathtaking.

I’m sorry for the tears, I’m sorry for the pain,

I never meant to hurt you, I’ll never be the same.

Forever I’ll love you, despite my big mistakes,

With each pulse of my heart, it’s your name that awakes.

Oh Matthew, you’re my sun, even through the rain,

One day I’ll find a way, to make it all regain.