I been bleedin’ gold, yeah, every scar turned to treasure,
But the pain get cold, and the nights last forever.
I been losin’ control, tryna hold it together—
But the demons in my soul write a whole different letter.
I been fightin’ with the tide, let it crash on my name,
Got a smile on my face but it’s masking the pain.
If I fall one time, I ain’t crashin’ the same—
I’ll rise from the fire like I’m gas in a flame.
I’m crackin’ at the surface, nerves twitchin’ on purpose,
Tryin’ to keep my cool but the world steady chirpin’.
Every damn doubt in my brain re-emergin’,
And I’m swervin’, lurkin’, burnin’ through burdens.
I’m a furnace—
turn hurt into nuclear verses,
been cursed since birth but I learned from the worst of it.
A war in my chest with a chorus of threats,
and the more that I’m stressed, man, the more I progress.
See, I don’t really sleep, I just bargain with death,
argue with shadows in the dark when my heart’s gettin’ pressed.
But I still swing first with the bars, I’m possessed—
every line like a spark that could scar through your vest.
I been bleedin’ gold, yeah, every scar turned to treasure,
But the pain get cold, and the nights last forever.
I been losin’ control, tryna hold it together—
But the demons in my soul write a whole different letter.
I been driftin’ through the pressure with a voice full of vengeance,
Tryna heal from the wreckage but my soul stay defenseless.
Got regrets in my veins, they be pumpin’ resentment—
But I rise through the pain like it’s part of the engine.
Melodies drown all the trauma I hide,
but the harmonies cut like a blade in my side.
Got a storm in my throat and it’s beggin’ to cry—
but I swallowed that thunder a thousand times.
And I’m tired, man—
tired of the doubt, tired of the fear,
tired of the voices that scream in my ear.
But I stand through the smoke even when it get clear,
’Cause I’m built from a battle they couldn’t engineer.
So if I fall tonight—
let the moon light the wreck.
I been runnin’ from my past
but it’s chasin’ my steps.
I’ve been holdin’ all this fire
in the cage of my chest…
But I swear one day
it’ll blaze through the rest.