midlife crisis

i got a new tattoo almost reminds me of you. always under my skin like you used to do. i’ll take the pain for the pleasure just to be there with you. the scars you left are forever i’ll never be the same. my heart can’t take it anymore i think im going insane cause my mind can’t get you out my brain

a midlife crisis

a midlife crisis

and it was you.

you always said you loved my long hair

i cut it off

said you never liked it dark

so i painted it black

doing everything you said you hated so you don’t want me back.

i think im going through a midlife crisis and im only 21

can’t pick a persona i

think you might’ve won.

your words could be true but when i look at you all that i wanna do is change myself so ill never be like you

i’m depressed

im a mess

im going through a crisis

in my head

i cant get

you out of it

im going through a midlife crisis and i dont think i mind it cause my past just reminds me of what you put me through and ill never be like you

i think i like my dark hair and my new tattoos i think them being there removed my constant thoughts about you