Life's been a little more painful than i ever imagined
Hearts been filled with rage
Still trying to heal every wound pain left a gash in
Ive lived and i learned trying to start over from the life left in ashes
So many years steady passin
Just need to find a drug that might actually start lasting
So i can calm these thoughts on my mind daily blasting
Feels like my life is just a horror movie someone else is somewhere casting
(Beat drops)
(Chorus)(female with edgy soul voice)
I’ve been running through the fire, can’t escape the flame,
Broken pieces of my soul, they don’t feel the same,
Every night I fight the darkness, tryna heal the pain,
But I’m drowning in the silence, calling out your name.
Demons in my shadow, and they never stop harassin’,
Try to pray to God but the silence always lastin’,
Bottle in my hand just to numb what I’m maskin’,
But the pain cut deep like a blade when it’s slashin’.
Tryna find peace but the streets keep clashin’,
Dreams fall apart every time I start graspin’,
Trust is a ghost, everybody been maskin’,
Feels like I’m cursed with a life everlasting.
(Beat drops)
(Chorus)(female with edgy soul voice)
I’ve been running through the fire, can’t escape the flame,
Broken pieces of my soul, they don’t feel the same,
Every night I fight the darkness, tryna heal the pain,
But I’m drowning in the silence, calling out your name.
Im always asking " god why do you punish me"
But he just says all my pain is a blessing that i dont see
But its hard to keep my faith
Because they took y kids from me
Man sometimes i swear the pain almost takes all of my breath from me
How can i fake a smile when my own blood took away every thing i need
Terrified being this lonely wont ever end till its the death of me
Just hear me preach
Aye
(Chorus)(female with edgy soul voice)
I’ve been running through the fire, can’t escape the flame,
Broken pieces of my soul, they don’t feel the same,
Every night I fight the darkness, tryna heal the pain,
But I’m drowning in the silence, calling out your name.
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