Far from stable

I walk this road of darkness with nothing to call my own except misery and despair with a shattered heart I wear a smile saying I’m ok every day but hollow within my chest tried and broken feeling unloveable because of the other side of me that is chemically unstable incapable of unlocking my heart to make them stay useless I have a solution to solve it all with a hand full of bandaids I stay strong but alone the silence is deadly but I have hope that love will conquer craving the liquor but the cage is locked and we won’t go there just another pathetic way to drown in the darkness I always roam nothing and nowhere to call home concealing the pain I walk through flames to find my place