[Verse 1]
I keep meeting the wreckage
Like it knows my name
Pretty face, hard angles
Still walking through the flame
You tell me "I’m fine"
But your hands shake too
I read the room too fast
And it reads me too
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I can mend the seams
I can stitch what’s split
But I can’t save a heart
If it won’t admit
I’m tired of the smoke
Tired of playing saint
I’m one bad call away
From breaking my restraint
[Chorus]
I’m about to lose it
I’m about to lose it
Yeah hey, I’m about to lose it
Right on the next one
I’m about to lose it
I’m about to lose it
(lose it) (lose it)
Don’t push me too far
[Verse 2]
I’ve got salt on my tongue
And a storm in my chest
Every kind of bad luck
Has been wearing your dress
I don’t want a rescue
I don’t want a mask
Just tell me who you are
Before the whole thing cracks
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I can mend the seams
I can stitch what’s split
But I can’t save a heart
If it won’t admit
I’m tired of the smoke
Tired of playing saint
I’m one bad call away
From breaking my restraint
[Chorus]
I’m about to lose it
I’m about to lose it
Yeah hey, I’m about to lose it
Right on the next one
I’m about to lose it
I’m about to lose it
(lose it) (lose it)
Don’t push me too far
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m the scarred one
Maybe I’m the blade
Trying to call it healing
When it’s really just the same
I can hear my own pulse
Knocking through the wall
If I stay one more minute
I might take it all
[Final Chorus]
I’m about to lose it
I’m about to lose it
Yeah hey, I’m about to lose it
Right on the next one
I’m about to lose it
I’m about to lose it
(lose it) (lose it)
Don’t push me too far