[In] (Sound of a single, distorted guitar strum) (Spoken:) Just friends? (Spoken:) Yeah, okay. [V1] (Bass and drums enter slowly) I heard yesterday at Celebrate Recovery That once you hit the bottom, there’s a discovery. They say there’s only "going up" from the floor So why do I feel like I’m spiraling more? I don't think you even like me, let’s be real Even though we just sealed the deal. You keep calling me "friend" with that casual tone But friends don't leave each other feeling this alone. (Adlib:) Not like this... [Ch] (Heavy Guitars Kick In - Distortion) Am I at the bottom?! Is this the end?! Trying to be more, but I’m just a "friend!" When will my self-worth be enough for me?! When will I see what the Father sees?! I keep falling down, eyes on the ground Wondering if I will ever be found. Am I at the bottom? Or am I just trash? Waiting for the next inevitable crash. (Adlib:) Crash and burn! [V2] (Music drops to bass groove) I was planning on staying, I thought we were close But you treated my presence like a ghost. You should have told me you had plans to go Instead of putting on this little show. I went to the kitchen to grab your juice And I asked God, "What is the use?" "Should I just leave? Should I walk away?" 'Cause you didn't even ask me to stay. (Adlib:) You preoccupied... (Adlib:) While I’m dying inside! [Ch] (Full Rock Power) Am I at the bottom?! Is this the end?! Trying to be more, but I’m just a "friend!" When will my self-worth be enough for me?! When will I see what the Father sees?! I keep falling down, eyes on the ground Wondering if I will ever be found. Am I at the bottom? Or am I just trash? Waiting for the next inevitable crash. [Br] (Music slows down - Melodic and Sad) I heard in a song once, a melody true: "It's okay to cry, it's okay to fall apart You don't have to try to be strong when you aren't." It said "Don't ever fight your tears There is freedom in every drop that appears." (Guitars build up fast) They say the only way to heal is to break... But how much more breaking can one heart take?! [Guitar Solo] (Screaming electric guitar solo) (Adlib:) I’m falling apart! (Adlib:) Yeah! [V3] (High Energy / Aggressive) They say we have to fall apart to heal But this brokenness is the only thing that’s real! My heart has been shattered a thousand times before I don't even know what I’m fighting for! Was I ever whole? Was I ever complete? Or just a broken vessel sitting at your feet? (Adlib:) God, do You see me?! [Out] (Feedback fades out) (Spoken:) Never whole to start. (Spoken:) Just pieces. Maybe I’m at the bottom. (Sung soft:) It’s okay to fall apart. [End with abrupt silence]

Spiraling(the bottom)