Starting to Love the Silence
Verse 1
I used to hate the quiet
’Cause it gave my thoughts a voice
Every room felt like a warning
Every breath felt like a choice
I was used to all the breaking
Used to waiting for the sound
Of a door slammed hard behind me
Or another battle coming ’round
Pre-Chorus
But somewhere in the letting go
I found a place I’d never known
A little light behind the noise
A reason just to call it home
Chorus
I’m starting to love the silence
it settles like snow on a windowpane
no more screaming through the walls
no more running through my veins
I can hear my own heartbeat
like a drum that learned to stay
I thought the quiet would break me
but it taught my fear to fade
I’m starting to love the silence
and it finally knows my name
Verse 2
There’s no shadow in the hallway
No footsteps I’m afraid to hear
No walking on eggshell moments
No pretending love is fear
I used to think that living
Meant just making it through pain
Now I wake up to the morning
And I don’t feel the same
Pre-Chorus
And every night the darkness falls
But I don’t feel lost inside it all
I’m learning how to stand my ground
And hear my own voice when it calls
Chorus
I’m starting to love the silence
it settles like snow on a windowpane
no more screaming through the walls
no more running through my veins
I can hear my own heartbeat
like a drum that learned to stay
I thought the quiet would break me
but it taught my fear to fade
I’m starting to love the silence
and it finally knows my name
Bridge
Maybe silence isn’t empty
Maybe it’s where life begins
Where you stop just getting by
And start letting something in
I don’t need another voice
Telling me who I should be
For the first time in forever
I’m choosing what’s inside of me
Final Chorus
I’m starting to love the silence
it feels like light through empty rooms
no more begging for a moment
just to breathe without the wounds
I can hear my own heartbeat
like a truth I couldn’t find
I thought I needed all that noise
but it was only in my mind
I’m starting to love the silence
and it sounds like peace this time
Outro
So let the whole world fade away
I’ve got nothing left to prove
I’m starting to love the silence
And I’m finally learning how to move