Spring on mars

Verse 1]

We were just kids with stars in our hands,

Laughing too loud, making no plans.

Midnight talks, no secrets to hide,

You were the boy who stayed by my side.

Then slowly, you started to drift,

I felt the silence fall in shifts.

You smiled less when I walked in,

And smiled more when you texted her again.

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You said we’d always be “something,”

But I guess “something” fades away…

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I wanna see what spring looks like on Mars,

A place so far it mirrors my heart.

You're holding hands in someone else's light,

While I wait in the echoes of our night.

You’re chasing dreams, I’m chasing scars —

Still wondering if you see me from afar.

I wanna see what spring looks like on Mars.

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You’re laughing now in stories I don’t know,

I scroll through your life but never show.

She gets the “good morning,” I get the ghost,

I toast to a love that missed its toast.

I still wear the hoodie you left behind,

It smells like a version you no longer find.

I call us friends — with tears I fake,

While you build new memories I can't remake.

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I whisper your name in the quiet night,

You don't hear me — and that's alright...

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I wanna see what spring looks like on Mars,

A bloom where nothing’s meant to start.

You're dancing under city lights with her,

While I wait in this never-ending blur.

You’re building life, I’m holding stars —

Still wondering if you feel these scars.

I wanna see what spring looks like on Mars.

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Maybe in another world, another time,

We’d have written love without the underline.

But you found color while I stayed grey,

You found someone, I lost my way.

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I wanna see what spring looks like on Mars,

Maybe there, you’d still hold my heart.

You're writing chapters I’m not in,

While I relive where we begin.

You’re far ahead, I’m stuck in parts —

Still dreaming of your haunted heart.

I wanna see what spring looks like on Mars...

Even if it's just from afar.

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A love that bloomed but didn’t stay,

Still, I loved you anyway.