I thought you were my anchor in the stormy sea
But you were the weight pulling down on me
You held me close, you felt so kind
But disappeared the moment we lost time
The words that once would calm my fears
Are the same ones that broke me here
I tried to show you where it hurts
But you never learned how to hold my words
Pre-Chorus
You wanted peace when you walked through the door
A house that felt like home, nothing more
You said from me you’d never find
That quiet you needed for your mind
Chorus
I only wanted your affection
I only wanted your attention
Not the kind I had to beg to earn
Not the kind that made me burn
Now I’m learning how to let you go
Set my heart free, let healing grow
I’m choosing me, I’m choosing light
I’m leaving love that couldn’t stay alive
Verse 2
Every talk felt like a war
Every word, I braced for more
You silenced me before I’d speak
Left me feeling small and weak
You said the pain was all my own
That I was negative, alone
You turned my tears back into blame
Like loving you was my mistake
Pre-Chorus
I never meant to start a fight
I only wanted to feel alright
To feel your warmth without the cost
To not feel like I was lost
Chorus
I only wanted your affection
I only wanted your attention
To feel desired without the plea
To know you still were choosing me
But now I’m learning how to let you go
Trust the time, let healing flow
I’m choosing peace, I’m choosing heart
I don’t need you to restart
Bridge
I won’t ask the tables to turn
I won’t wait for lessons learned
I’ll sit with all this broken pain
Until it doesn’t scream your name
I’ll find the joy I gave away
I’ll feel the sun again someday
And slowly, softly, I’ll remember
Who I was before the surrender
Final Chorus (Soft → Strong)
I wanted love without condition
Not silence dressed as good intention
Now I release what hurt my soul
I don’t need you to feel whole
I’m letting go, I’m moving on
I’ll heal even when you’re gone
And in time, my heart will see
Genuine happiness returning to me
Outro
I’m not drowning anymore
I’ve reached the shore
I’ve let you go