If I was your pretty heart
It’s 1:45am right now in Milwaukee
And I’m about to lose myself
Wondering where you are if you are anywhere
someone should be there for you right now you’ll need a friend
And you always fought so hard for something
even when it didn’t exist
years passing by with no resistance
Months of putting up with the same old shit
And I wonder
if I was your pretty heart would it mean I didn’t I give up on you when things got hard? would it mean in the pouring rain I’d chase you down instead of running around in my head? if I was your pretty heart would I have put you first instead of putting myself on the highest ground?If I was your pretty heart would you still be around?
Letting go seemed like it would be easy
Starting to think that may have changed
Felt as though you weren’t my forever
But I’m missing the way we used to kiss
And you always laughed so hard at nothing
Always got me through the roughest days
Years passing by with no resistance
kept putting up with my same old shit
if I was your pretty heart would it mean I didn’t I give up on you when things got hard? would it mean in the pouring rain I’d chase you down instead of running around in my head? if I was your pretty heart would I have put you first instead of putting myself on the highest ground? If I was your pretty heart would you still be around?
The 3am questions
Wake up in a sweat
loved me unconditionally
I put that to bed
dust covered windows
Hiding my truth
I didn’t want to wake up to you
It was always clear in the cloudiest way
I wish that I had wanted you to stay
Told you that you’d be the one I’d meet at the alter
At a certain time I swore that was true
Told you that I’d be there at your worst times
Now you’re at your worst because I’m leaving you
It’s 1:45am right now in Milwaukee
Im wishing you were here
So I could say I’m sorry
if I was your pretty heart would it mean I didn’t I give up on you when things got hard? would it mean in the pouring rain I’d chase you down instead of running around in my head? if I was your pretty heart would I have put you first instead of putting myself on the highest ground?If I was your pretty heart would you still be around?
