I was a nobody

I'm standing here, right in front of your eyes

Invisible to you, in your disguise

Watch your shadows, how you hide

Pretend you're fine, but I see the lies

You talk to others, you laugh, you flirt

But when it’s me, it’s like I don’t exist, just dirt

I wonder if I ever really had your heart

Or if I was just a game, a play from the start

Why am I here, feeling so alone?

Like I’m just a nobody, unknown

You avoid me, hope for someone new

While I sit here, lost and confused

Doesn’t feel real, the love we knew

Tell me, why am I still loving you?

You keep me close, yet push me away

Every word, a brand new ache to stay

Thinking maybe someday, you’ll see my pain

But I’m just a shadow, fading in vain

You talk to others, you laugh, you flirt

But when it’s me, it’s like I don’t exist, just dirt

I wonder if I ever really had your heart

Or if I was just a game, a play from the start

Why am I here, feeling so alone?

Like I’m just a nobody, unknown

You avoid me, hope for someone new

While I sit here, lost and confused

Doesn’t feel real, the love we knew

Tell me, why am I still loving you?

Hope is dying, faith is thin

Searching for the truth beneath the skin

Do you even care or watch me break?

Or am I just a shadow you can forsake?

I’m right here, just want to be seen

Not a ghost, not a might-have-been

But I know, deep down, I’ll never be enough

Left in your echo, silent and tough

So I’ll walk away, learn to forget

Loving you, a gamble I’ll regret