Date circled in red

Calendar on the fridge I walked past every day. I see the date circled in Red. How could it be another year has passed as the days get closer memories began to flood and all I do is think of you. I try to fake a smile or talk about the weather. Everyone says it gets easier, but the date circled in red is the day your name was etched in stone it’s when I come undone and I relive the day. It breaks my heart into again every sunrise every night fall. I sit alone in your room. I look at the ceiling and talk to you. Sometimes I think you hear me cause a feather appears out of nowhere. I keep your light on, hoping it’s bright enough for you to find your way home. I try to fake a smile or talk about the weather. Everyone says it gets easier but the date circled in red is the day your name was etched in stone. It’s when I come undone and I relive that day. It breaks my heart into. as the years go by people start to forget, they say by now, I should’ve moved on, but son I’ll always be here the pain that tears all my regrets too. Your voice your laughter may fade, and your light may grow dim, but my love for you will always be just as strong as back then my tears will always flow whether they’re happy or sad. I try to fake a smile or talk about the weather. Everyone says it gets easier, but the date circled in red is the day your name was etched in stone. It’s the day when I come undone I relive the day and it breaks my heart into over and over again.