(Verse 1)
I pick fights just to feel something real
Push away the ones who try to heal
I say I’m fine, but I’m lying still
Truth is, I don’t know how to feel
I see shadows where there ain’t none
Question love before it’s begun
Say I want peace, then load the gun
Aim at hearts that just want sun
(Pre-Chorus)
And I know it ain’t right
But I chase every high
Even if it means
Watching someone good cry
(Chorus)
What do I do to every person who loves me?
Break 'em down 'til they don’t even trust me
Play my games, then blame the past
Lie so good, but it never lasts
Addicted to more than the drugs in my veins
I'm addicted to running from love and pain
I ruin hearts like it’s second nature
Then beg for a savior
(Verse 2)
I twist the truth like it’s all a test
Say "I love you" with poison on my breath
You try to hold me, I just detest
The mirror shows me what I hate best
I ghost when things get too deep
Count my sins instead of sleep
Say sorry, but the cuts too steep
Even wolves don’t howl this cheap
(Pre-Chorus)
I burn bridges like cigarettes
Then cry over the ashes left
What kind of love is this regret?
The only thing I never forget
(Chorus)
What do I do to every person who loves me?
Turn soft hearts into something ugly
Make 'em doubt their worth inside
While I’m just trying to survive
But no one should suffer to hold me close
I’m the storm they fear the most
And still I scream for someone to stay
While I push 'em all away
(Bridge)
Maybe I'm too far gone
Maybe right feels wrong
Maybe I was never taught
How to love without the loss
(Final Chorus)
What do I do to every person who loves me?
Take the light 'til they can't even see
I keep score when I’ve already lost
Chasing ghosts at every cost
I want to change, but I don’t know how
And I’m scared it’s just too late now
But if you hear this, please believe
It was never you — it’s always been me
(Outro – soft)
What do I do…
What do I do…
To every person who loves me?
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