[Intro]
Yeah, been so deep in these feelings
Can't escape the pain, no, I keep reeling
Honestly, it's hard to breathe
When you don't see what you mean to me
[Verse 1]
I made so many songs, about you, it’s true
Maybe it's the scars, of what you put me through
You kept on moving, acting like it's fine
While I was drowning, losing my mind
[Pre-Chorus]
Did you ever care, or was I just a game?
You spit on me, left me feeling shame
Almost took my life, felt so alone
Thought I’d never find my way back home
[Chorus]
Why do I keep making songs about you?
Can't erase the damage, what you did, what you do
You never listened, never really cared
Left me hurt, broken, unprepared
Oh, I’ve been crying in the dark
Trying to find the pieces of my broken heart
Why do I still love you this way?
When you’re the reason I feel this pain
[Drop]
Yeah, yeah, yeah—
Love, pain, I’m catching flames
Trying to forget your name
Yeah, yeah, yeah—
Heart’s a battlefield, trying to heal
But I’m still broken, still real
[Bridge]
Did you ever love me at all?
Or was I just another fall?
I gave you everything to hold onto
But all I got was the cold truth
[Chorus]
Why do I keep making songs about you?
Can't erase the damage, what you did, what you do
You never listened, never really cared
Left me hurt, broken, unprepared
Oh, I’ve been crying in the dark
Trying to find the pieces of my broken heart
Why do I still love you this way?
When you’re the reason I feel this pain
[Outro]
Tonight I’m letting go, I gotta move on
Even if the scars stay long
Making songs, to clear my mind
To leave the hurt behind