Songs of Shadows

Yeah, been so deep in these feelings

Can't escape the pain, no, I keep reeling

Honestly, it's hard to breathe

When you don't see what you mean to me

I made so many songs, about you, it’s true

Maybe it's the scars, of what you put me through

You kept on moving, acting like it's fine

While I was drowning, losing my mind

Did you ever care, or was I just a game?

You spit on me, left me feeling shame

Almost took my life, felt so alone

Thought I’d never find my way back home

Why do I keep making songs about you?

Can't erase the damage, what you did, what you do

You never listened, never really cared

Left me hurt, broken, unprepared

Oh, I’ve been crying in the dark

Trying to find the pieces of my broken heart

Why do I still love you this way?

When you’re the reason I feel this pain

Yeah, yeah, yeah—

Love, pain, I’m catching flames

Trying to forget your name

Yeah, yeah, yeah—

Heart’s a battlefield, trying to heal

But I’m still broken, still real

Did you ever love me at all?

Or was I just another fall?

I gave you everything to hold onto

But all I got was the cold truth

Why do I keep making songs about you?

Can't erase the damage, what you did, what you do

You never listened, never really cared

Left me hurt, broken, unprepared

Oh, I’ve been crying in the dark

Trying to find the pieces of my broken heart

Why do I still love you this way?

When you’re the reason I feel this pain

Tonight I’m letting go, I gotta move on

Even if the scars stay long

Making songs, to clear my mind

To leave the hurt behind