I'm a Deadman walking to everyone alive, I'm already dead, not even missed, living a life, where I don't exist, a lost soul, a straight ghost, I'm dead alone, in this cold world, living a ruff life, trying to survive, thru these hard times, growing up around violence and crime, me being street wise is the only reason I'm alive, I could of died several times, my life's been crucified and sacrificed, a Deadman that's alive, you can see the emptiness in my eyes, having visionless sights, down below, from a hells hole, I can see a blue sky, so many sleepless nights, having tearless cries, having nightmares of being buried alive, is it soon to be my time, sick of living a pointless life, trying to win this fight, against bad times, slowly losing my mind, ready to take flight, getting high to escape this life of mine
All I'm doing is trying to survive,
Trying to survive
Why do I try, I can't denie, having thoughts of being unalive, do I ride and get mine, or should I just say goodbye and say fuck it with this life, I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid of my afterlife, sick of living days that are meaningless, fucking up every time, I try to do right, I'm starting to lose sight, I'm running out of time, dear God can you hear, a poor mans cry, show me a sign, ,cause I'm blind, make the darkness become light, help me find my purpose in life, I've been holding on tight, it's been a hell of a ride, another man wouldn't of survived trying to live this life of mine, I'm trying, to make it out alive,
All I'm doing, is trying to survive,
Trying to survive,
It's about time I shine, and find the God inside, to to change the mind, to create a better life, start thinking twice, chose to be wise, fuck the fear, the doubt, and the lies, leave the bad times behind, push the punk ass devil to the side, time to rise, flip the negative to positive vibes, and create a better way of life,
All I'm doing is trying to survive
Trying to survive