[Verse 1]
Woke up bent, throat dry
Chest on fire, eyes glazed
Pills on the shelf, all lined up
But I still said, "nah, I'm okay"
Phone on mute, ain't answerin'
Blank stare, sink feel deep
Took that look in the mirror and laughed
"Man, I don't care" — then I fell asleep
Body said, "stay down"
Mind said, "nah, move"
Had that ache in my bones all day
Then I shrugged it off in the noon
[Pre-Chorus]
I was hurt, then I wasn't
Had the fever, then it dipped
I was down on the edge of the bed
Then I said it with a split lip
I said it once, said it twice
Let it roll off my tongue
If the pain wanna live in my head
I'ma cut the line and run
[Chorus]
Fuck it, fuck it
I got the sickness, then I shook it
Fuck it, fuck it
Bad all day, then I booked it
Fuck it, fuck it
Mind on red, but I pushed it
Fuck it, fuck it
Feel like hell, then I nipped it
[Verse 2]
Missed calls stackin' like shoes by the door
I ain't pickin' none up, nah
Soup got cold on the counter
I was too locked in my own nah
Sweat on my neck, cold on my back
Then the cold got bored and left
I was weak in the knees by six
By eight I was grinning at death
Had that voice in my skull like
"You should lay low, you should quit"
But I took that voice, put it in the bin
Said, "watch me bounce right outta this"
[Pre-Chorus]
I was hurt, then I wasn't
Had the fever, then it dipped
I was down on the edge of the bed
Then I said it with a split lip
I said it once, said it twice
Let it roll off my tongue
If the pain wanna live in my head
I'ma cut the line and run
[Chorus]
Fuck it, fuck it
I got the sickness, then I shook it
Fuck it, fuck it
Bad all day, then I booked it
Fuck it, fuck it
Mind on red, but I pushed it
Fuck it, fuck it
Feel like hell, then I nipped it
[Bridge]
Tried to hold me, tried to pin me
Tried to name it, tried to claim me
But I turned that ache to dust
Told my fear, "you can't frame me"
One more breath
One more step
One more laugh at the edge
Now I'm back in my skin
And the sickness got left
[Chorus]
Fuck it, fuck it
I got the sickness, then I shook it
Fuck it, fuck it
Bad all day, then I booked it
Fuck it, fuck it
Mind on red, but I pushed it
Fuck it, fuck it
Feel like hell, then I nipped it