Lost again in a world of silence,
I wake up to a nightmarish dream.
Questioning myself,
Why do I belong here? Why can't I just stay away?
Everything feels so messed up,
Trying to fix it, but my heart won't stop aching.
I thought I was your favorite person,
But in my lowest moments, you just ran away.
Now, I don’t want to trust anyone.
I'm not blaming everyone, but some people hurt me.
I'm just over this meaningless life,
Filled with desire and lust.
Leave me alone; don’t hurt me again.
I’m tired of this; I can’t keep fighting.
I see everyone as a cheater,
I see everyone as selfish in this lonely world.