MY SAD LIFE

What do you do in a world full of sadness and sometimes you just wonder why why was I the one to be chosen to live such a fucked up life ,why me I have to sit in my room and overthinking everything and I just want to know why it had to be me, I have to cry myself to sleep every single day and wake up with a smile on my face for the hall world to see but in reality I live such a fucked up life sometimes I look at some people and see how happy the are and I just wish it was me to live such a perfect life but I live such a fucked up life.