Im tired but can't sleep so fuck it you know what I mean by doubleA

I can't Explain these thoughts going through my mind sometimes I can't describe but deep down im alright feeling down to the point I just can't hide what I feel like inside going through pain sometimes it drives me insane to the point I dont really want to express myself knowing sometimes i can't take it anymore Drowning in my sorrows I dont know half the time trying to do my best but sometimes it's difficult for me I try to get rest but I just can't anzity building right inside of me with a drinnaling rush I just dont know how much more I can handle that much more than anything else i can't express this thoughts going through cicaling in my mind I know im alright feeling fuserated beyond reason not knowing wye falling through empty spaces I can't even describe going through emotions that are hard to explain I go through rough times and so much pain it does bother me like crazy I can't stop thinking half of the time I just don't know what to do anymore and it makes me hounstly feel really emotional to were I just want to cry feeling worse at times but no matter what I know deep down inside everything will get better in time just showing how much people do care for me i will get better on my sleep it does get the best of me trying to get rest but sometimes I just want to say fuck it because I just can't do this at this point im emotionally drained tired to the point I want to go insane till the next day this is doubleA keeping it real for sure