Mix 9

Do or die do it its that suicide music

Go die or rap, my minds like a cap twisted and screwed like it might be a trap but I bet that you knew

im the passing of fly cuz I'm sick like the flu

a misfit on this new track

Die or go do rap my mind's like a screw cap it's twisted but I bet you knew that I'm sick like where's my flu at

The D.O.C. Feeding him pills an Ritalin like they're trying to get rid of him but only killed the kid in him till the angers spilling in

when memories became weak an thin now all he thinks of beating them

Watch me O.D I mean D.O.C doc nobody knows me an why am I so lonely, where the hell are my homies fuck it the world can blow me

my mind is like a bottle top twisted with a hollow spot

Nights like these

With nights like these who needs life like this so I might just leave, slit and slice my wrist, or will I find peace if I down my scripts? it's what the nice guy gets and the bad guys to, fuck it we're all screwed, man its not just you. Im moving in silence like migrants with migraines from sirens cuz my pains like violence and blood stains

Some choose to live, and some choose to love, while some choose their kids, and some choose their drugs.

I concenplate lately while I'm looking In my past and with this constant hate maybe I'm just looking like an ass, some days I feel crazy and hope that it will pass.

Im On a path of depression of anger, aggression. a brain filled with question so I keep on stressing

Man I'm laid back of these strange caps, I wanna face facts but don't know where my face at.

I feeling so damn faceless and these drugs are fucking tasteless, he thought that I was joking an did the taste test and now he's fuckin choking

It'll work out just let a little time pass

I continue to drink, don't give a fuck what you think I just need a drink in depression I sink, with discretion I think now my heads in a sink but I just need a drink, and don't give a fuck what you think

I'm not done

I'm In search of a reasonable being an a reason for being for me to just stay

When you see what I'm seeing and hurt like I'm feeling is it even worth it to stay

Stuck in this darkness hurt from the heartless with still nowhere to go, I'm in this house but I've got no home so I sit in the dark all alone. I'm not done

Some choose to live, and some choose to love, while some choose their kids, and some choose their drugs.

she's more than a bitch for leisure she's an addicted dick deceiver

But I'm a psycho so where's my knife at

And i Don't need no damn tatts to remind me of my past cuz the fact is I face facts through my flash backs now let's watch my life crash

I better stay stoned, and in the zone like there's nobody home but now I'm really never home an don't know which way that I should go .

il probably smoke until I croak, cuz Im always croakin for a toke, like my goal is comatose! but I just smoke untill im broke.. I'm not done.

I got these thoughts in my brain that might not be so same, sane wtv i guess they both just mean the same when all I feel is rain, pain damn it there I go again

but I've been struck with stress an strain, an even tried my best for me to regain so now I'm stressed an wait

what the fuck was I jus sayin Cuz ADHD tends to fuck with my brain

oh ya, shit, so let me explain with these thoughts that I've just turned to a train that could leave you wrecked like a car or a plane

so you can watch me crash till nothing remains not even remains like its burnt to ash an gets blown away so you can think about the past but that's thrown away an the rest I'm keeping stowed away

damn now my minds blown away

in my home my minds zoned like no one be up inside a my dome got em all wondering what the fuck I'm on

Im the sickest shit since covid hit an if you disagree then you can choke on dick until your throat gets split and you forget how to speak

so if you wanna push me or even stepping up to me then best believe mother fucker il have to make you see an If at first I dont succeed then il have to make you bleed then il be throwing out more sneaks but fuck it they were cheap just like them words you always speak but I guess il leave it be and just wait until we meet

and who said I wasnt street il come and stab em to the beat

Im screaming out fuck it, an if you fuck around with me and il turn your head to a bucket then chuck it after I grow my fuckin weed then il cover your body with dirt an leaves an turn around and leave

Im just a demon an Im here to sin the only problem is Im incased in skin an I dont ask to win Im just taking things

I'm trippin like a skitzo while I'm sippin at yo slit throat, I'm trying to make a sacrifice but they say I need a big goat,

ya my names Herb but i bet you already heard so dont be talking shit or you'll face getting hurt cuz your face is getting hurt so go ahead smile an try making that smirk while you lay on the pave with blood soaking your shirt you thought you're brave but does that look like it worked now that you're laying there hurt

what the fuck he ain't a chick but il beat the bitch like he is a mutt and Im mike vic

thats just how I say that I think

but now you probably think Im drinking but I don't give a fuck what you think cuz in stuck in my mind thinking all the time

I got a puzzle for a heart that is being torn apart but my pains a form of art so I'll say it like i see it while I sit here in the dark cuz my brains my own demon when my thoughts get pull apart

cuz if Im tying knots then I'd like to find some guts so when they call me nuts I say its only for sluts while I give it till I bust an fill her pussy like a purse an put her in a hearse like the shit was rehearsed