Cry

You have me crying out to the sky. Asking why the pain don't ease with time. The whiskey is the only way I get to sleep. Even when I do all I dream up is you. Wish the best for you and him even though you left my world such a mess.I need to write this down because you are no where to be found. All I want to do is learn how to let you go. Oh the hold you have me. I can't seem to find a different outlet besides this. No matter what I try I deemed last night another failure . I can't forget no matter how many cold ones I take. None can come close to numbing this pain. Sitting here wondering how do I change gears to get out of this rain. Every bit of you down to your name plays like melody.I don't know how to stop and stay sane. This loneliness is something I can't seem to fix. With the taste of bliss on your lips. With a beautiful face everyone knows I done. Messed up what can you do.