Invisible

I'm not ok

I feel alone

I'm so tired

and I feel so bored

I feel so dizzy

and I'm so frizzy

I'm just scared

and I don't know what to do

I feel so stressed out

and I don't know why

should I tell it to someone

or keep it to myself as I always do

I'm just so lost

and I feel scared of myself

sometimes I think

who is this girl

I don't trust me to be alone

because that's when she became

A little fragile girl

with very dark thoughts

who thinks to herself

"I am a lost cause

I'm just a lost cause

why am I even here

I deserve nothing

I don't think I can

to do it again

I don't have the energy

to do it all over again and again

I don't think I can

to do it again

I cannot do it once more

why am I even trying

what is even the point

everything is so foggy

and feel's so cold

it's like I'm naked

in front of a crowd

everyone can see me

but they don't even try

it's like I'm just waiting

for someone to stop

for someone to see me

to see that I'm here

to notice my voice

that no-one can hear

sometimes I wish

for myself to disappear

but others I fear

and I want to appear

I want to be seen

from somebody near

to help me to find

the strength that I need