Innocence is what you wanna be but remember laying your hands on her. She was eight years old treating her like she was an adult showing her the only way to be loved is to be touched like that obviously you knew better but kept doing it until she became 16 even then she thought it was natural honestly having sex at 14 thinking she is love showing herself to older men. All she thinks about is the time her own damn blood put his hands on her oh ohh ohhh closing her eyes and remember her surroundings of that night when he held her down no now at 17 screaming to herself how nasty she is for letting him do that to her. She tells every detail about that night now they look at her like she is a liar that can’t be trusted so her mother says he couldn’t do something like that but why did she have to find out the hard way that was a lie innocence is what you wanna be but remember putting your hands on her like she was your property then people didn’t wanna understand she opted for suicide because she didn’t love herself because she couldn’t stand her own reflection, why growing up believing she was a burden into those around her and outcast it because of the trauma telling her friends then they show her the love and care, but really behind her back calling her attention seeker now she’s laying in the hospital bed doctors just concerned if she’s gonna do it again when she tells him she won’t, but in the back of her mind, she’s lying to them forgiveness is what God taught us, but it’s hard to do when everyone’s out there deceiving you
She was eight years old. How could you do that shit for 14 years and still claim your innocence? I finally say enough is enough. I won’t let my past to find who I am in the future, the past may still haunt me like a tiger looking for a prey. I may be the victim but now it’s your turn to be the victim. I’m done.
trixses
