Verse 1
I wake up tired of my own voice
Every thought feels like a loaded choice
Static buzzing behind my eyes
Truth gets twisted every time
I replay fights that never happened
Lose my grip, yeah, it always happens
I read your face like it’s a threat
Every calm moment’s counterfeit
Pre-Chorus
My head won’t shut up, it’s getting loud
I fade out standing in a crowd
I chase control, I lose it fast
Future tripping on the past
Chorus
I’m locked inside my head again
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck the end
Every thought bites back at me
I hate the way my brain won’t sleep
I smile just to keep it clean
But everything inside is mean
I break myself just to feel free
Yeah, I’m my own worst enemy
Verse 2
I turn small things into disasters
Turn good nights into aftershocks
I look for signs in every glance
Like happiness was never a chance
I overthink till it feels physical
Make the simple complicated
If peace is hiding somewhere close
I keep missing it the most
Pre-Chorus
I hold my breath like that’ll help
Fight reflections, fight myself
I swear I’m fine, I swear I’m cool
Lying’s just another rule
Chorus
I’m locked inside my head again
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck the end
Every thought bites back at me
I hate the way my brain won’t sleep
I smile just to keep it clean
But everything inside is mean
I break myself just to feel free
Yeah, I’m my own worst enemy
Bridge
If I could shut this off tonight
Kill the noise, kill the fight
I don’t need saving, don’t need proof
Just one quiet moment of truth
Breakdown
Round and round, I overdo it
Say I’m done, still run through it
Every promise, every plea
Echoes back inside of me
Final Chorus
I’m locked inside my head again
Fuck you, fuck me, here we go again
Every thought bites back at me
I hate the way my brain won’t sleep
I scream it out, I let it bleed
Not for help, just clarity
I don’t need you to rescue me
I just want out of my own head, finally
Outro
Lights go out, thoughts still race
Same damn mind, different place
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